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Fiery dude
#my art#Garutar#doranverse#I don’t draw my draconic ocs enough ngl#But also#this shit fr was a struggle#I redrew his face several times bc it kept being wonky#But it turned out alright in the end so :]#This guy looks threatening but what you don’t know is he’s actually a big family oriented dude with like several kids#But yet he’s also a leader of a tribe locked in a war with another draconic tribe#So he’s often got them snarly eyes even when he’s not in dragon form
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Desi kid urge to choose a college away from home for the sake of mental peace.
#fr bhai itna toxic hojaata hai kbhi kbhi#tumblr daily#desi tag#being desi#desi girl#desi shit posting#desi memes#desiblr#tumblrpost#daily post#desi tumblr#desi blr#desi academia#just desi things#desi side of tumblr#desi aesthetic#indian kid#desi struggles#desi stuff#desi student#desi things#desi thoughts#desi teen#desi studyblr#idek anymore
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Dumbest part of criticism of SU Future is when people say "Future is character assassination of Steven" and "The show trivializes/poorly represents mental illness" in the same breath. If you think a character whom has suffered immense interpersonal and physical trauma having breakdowns and snapping at people because of being triggered is mutually exclusive to a character being kind and empathetic, I don't think you have a right to speak on mental illness rep.
Seeing a character who is defined by kindness and compassion crack under that pressure of being there for everyone like that is crazy to see in a kids show. Personally I hadn't felt that seen by anything in a while, and it's just offensive as hell to me to say that a character acting traumatized in a way that isn't sad puppy dog eyes means they're mischaracterized or abusive now. That's half the point of Future that Steven didn't know how to express his problems within his role as precious angel.
He wasn't mischaracterized, he was recontextualized. It's like people can accept "this mean character was once nice but changed cause trauma", or "sweet character is now depressed cause trauma", but the reality that someone youre familiar with can change dramatically due to trauma - acting angry and abrasive instead of sad and demure - is blasphemous somehow.
Double points if they then say the gems or Greg were dumbed down to make Steven look better. Like, My Brother In Christ, they are exhibiting the exact lack of awareness you are thinking it's impossible for a person like Steven to have angry or vengeful trauma reactions.
EDIT: Actually not gonna leave this in the tags -
Something-something ableism, something-something not accepting dramatic and unpalatable expressions of mental illness in fiction and likely not for people IRL.
#steven universe#steven universe future#su#shut the heck up#more su's strongest warrior hateposting#i was actually blown away by steven getting an arc like that in future i cant begin to describe-#-how much it means to me to see a childhood fave struggle like that#if i meet someone irl who thinks shit like that im dropkicking them into the sun fr#tag talking#also something something ableism smthn smthn not accepting dramatic mental illness
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Ahahaha…..guys guess what🤭🤭🤭
Colt’s dad is herE— I cant decide which outfit to give to him, so imma put up a poll to see which fit to give him. I might keep the other one just for funzies tho🤭🤭🤭🤭 his name is Cristobal and he holds Colt’s family rodeos every year in Home :DDDDDD he’s so silly guys
He’s just a lil fella,,,,Cristobal is a gentle giant, and much MUCH stronger than Colt🤭
HES ALSO MARRIED TEEHEEE (Mrs. Razzle belongs to @///t00fen on Insta)
#y’all don’t understand how much I stRUGGLED with this guy’s colors#a pain in the ass fr fr#shit BEAT MY ASS#fun fact: I started this months ago and delayed it cuz color hard💔💔💔💔#ALSO HE’S CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WITH CLOWNSUU’S OC HARVEY#VERY NICE VERY NICE FRIENDSHIP OF SILLY FELLAS#welcome home oc#welcome home#colt cattlemen#welcome home fanart#welcome home fandom#welcome home fan character#Cristobal Cattlemen
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Wake up, BurningCheese/GoldenSpice babes, new poorly drawn blorbos just dropped
They look cooler in my head, I swear.
the images didn't show up the first time wtf lol
The kids are finally here, yay. I promised I'd show you them, and I finally stopped being an asshole and followed through. Almost got 200 followers and I'm very grateful for it - really, I'm nobody. I'm just some clown who says dumb stuff and makes dumb memes and writes cringey stories, and yet I convinced almost 200 people to tune in. Thank you all so much, users on here and anons in my inbox alike. As a token of appreciation, you can all endure my rambling about my OCs and witness a person in their early 20s draw like a 12 year old.
The boy is Pepper Jack (or Pepper Jack Cookie). He's the firstborn and older than his sister by a few years. He takes after his mother in a lot of ways, primarily in her appearance (save for nabbing his father's red eyes). He's incredibly bright (and a smartass lol), preferring to think his way out of conflict rather than fight his way out... not that he's above violence at all, if that glaive doesn't give it away lol. He harbors a deep sense of love and loyalty towards his family and his peoples, and carries the weight of his responsibilities and heritage with as much confidence and poise as he can muster. (There are/will be times where he stumbles, of course. He's not perfect. He struggles a lot more than he lets on, really. But he tries his best, for everyone's sake.)
The girl is Matar Paneer (or Matar Paneer Cookie). Again, she's the younger one by a few years. She was all but made in her father's image, save for inheriting her mother's eyes. She's a little firecracker: lively and fun-loving and stubborn as a mule. She doesn't ask "can I have/do this thing", she tells you "I'm going to have/do this thing". Golden is proud as anything to see her daughter be so greedy... until that greed comes into conflict with her and Spice's authority lol. But she's a good kid, despite being such a handful. She has an enormous heart and is not afraid to stand up for others/what's right, and she loves her parents and brother more than anything in the world. She might doubt her own capabilities, she might secretly fear that she's not strong enough to do what she needs to... but she keeps pushing anyway, because she'd honestly choose death over quitting.
Your eyes are not deceiving you, Pepper Jack's wings are blue lol. There's an actual reason for that. And that USO (Unidentified Sitting Object) in Matar Paneer's hair is a lotus (the cheese one in the GCK decor set lol). There's a reason for that, too. I thought it would be cool to give Jack a glaive and swap out the normal blade for that of a khopesh sword (glaives are not Egyptian, they only saw use in Asia and Europe, but I just HAD to give him a glaive), to add that Egyptian touch. Paneer's supposed to be wearing a pattu pavadai, it's a traditional Indian dress for young girls. It's a blouse plus a skirt. She's holding katar, Indian knives (Cilantro Cobra has them, too). And her hair's supposed to be in a low ponytail.
Merchant thinks that if they explain what their terrible drawings are supposed to convey, people will understand their intended vision and the pain will stop
I sat down and did research into both Egyptian and Hindu mythology for the sake of drawing inspiration for them both. I'll explain in detail in another post, but basically: both of them take after one Egyptian god and one Hindu god each. Golden takes after Ra and Spice takes after Shiva, so I figured I'd follow along that line.
Please flood my inbox with questions about them now. I've really been dying to talk about them for ages now. I've drafted extensive character sheets for them both, I even made up in-game descriptions for them lol. They're my little fankid blorbos and I love them :') I hope you all come to love them, too
(Also, I'm sorry they're on lined paper. I'm visiting family rn and that's the only paper my grandmother has in her house. I'd have to drive to a stationery to get printer paper and I'd really rather not drive in this particular country lol (shit roads, even shittier drivers). I'll doodle them on printer paper whenever somebody remembers to bring me some)
#haha spicy cheese and cheesy curry. Get it?#also... when you accidentally indirectly ship Ra x Shiva via making up kids technically born from them lol. Does this count as Old Man Yaoi#(jk I mean no disrespect whatsoever. These gods/faiths are and were important to people and I don't mean to offend)#(I genuinely love learning about other religions and I had fun being inspired by these ones)#(seriously I went ham with this shit. Pepper Jack's birth is based on an Egyptian creation myth lol)#These two have long roads ahead of them. They're going to struggle and get hurt. But they'll pull through and come back better than before#fr please ask me stuff about them. I need an excuse to ramble for 10k words#you can even ask stupid shit like what their favorite color is#I love these two. I feel like their crazy grandma lol#also I have lots of thoughts wrt Spice & Golden as parents and their thoughts/feelings about parenthood#plus their individual relationships with each child#so you can expect me to rant about that too lol#maybe someday Merchant will shut the fuck up#cookie run kingdom#burning spice cookie#golden cheese cookie#burningcheese#goldenspice#cookie run oc#cookie run fankid#pepper jack cookie#matar paneer cookie
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Soft Astarion ♡
#i did this on my phone with a shit stylus and a crumb of sanity left#digital is such a struggle fr#astarion#astarion ancunin#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 astarion#astarion bg3#the pale elf#astarion fanart#bg3 art#astarion art#baldur's gate 3 fanart#baldur's gate 3 art#digital art#digital illustration#digital drawing#drawing
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Sorry, head empty, Catboi saturn again,,,,
#my art#pokemon shenanigans#saturn pokemon#furry art#furry#doodles#sketches#been absent all these days trying to get my shit together and it all boils down to blorbo brainrot again#thank u for saving me catboi saturn...................#sorry if im abit unresponsive these days fr ;; still struggling and taking my time
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I FINALLY GOT MY FUCKING DEGREE IN THE MAIL
I AM FINALLY FUCKING FREE FROM HOWARD’S LONG-STANDING RUNAROUND FUCKERY 😭🙏🏾
#Damn near fell to my knees and sobbed like a baby fr#Like yall don’t understand the struggle and the times I spent trying to get this#it’s mah face#FUCK HOWARD AND ALL OF ITS BULLSHIT#YALL AINT GOT SHIT ON ME NO MORE HAHAHAHAHAHA
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collecting photos of Lewis Hamilton and Valentino Rossi that I found and never see b4
i lied i didn't just "found" this i search it like a maniac bc i'm obsessed
Le Mans, 2013
sideburn bad bitches, both look so happy here! (both looking at diff camera lmao)
2014 Catalunya GP
legends! again looking at diff angle😂
Monza Rally Show, 2014
oh vale's suit looks SO COOL also LEWIS' ICONIC WHITE SUIT and love lewis' helmet has that petronas teal colour touch
2019 planning for the ride swap
HIS 2019 CORNROWS OMLL SO GOODD 😵😵 vale looks cute here, also love that their jacket has matching colours!
Love that they always respect each other 💜💛 Manifesting them meeting again in 2025 this time in Italia, now that Lewis will live there and/or maybe go to Vale's ranch 🤞🇮🇹
#my post#lewis hamilton#sir lewis hamilton#valentino rossi#LH44#VR46#f1#formula 1#formula one#motogp#500cc#motorsport#le mans 2013#catalunya gp 2014#catalunya 2014#2014 catalunya gp#monza rally show 2014#monster energy#mercedes#mercedes amg petronas#yamaha#monster energy yamaha#need neon green/yellow heart emoji fr#if the q is shit blame tumblr#tbh not really bc i dug deep and some of the q are already shit#the struggle searching MOST of these pictures is HELL#please they must meet again next year it's my biggest dream#some edits bc i found MORE gosh
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I'm sorry that my blog has become a Gravity Falls repository as of late (lying) but also. Listen. Hear me out. Ford Pines exists and I love him
#i watched the show for the first time over covid lockdown with my brother#this renaissance is forcing me to rewatch and like. he. him. HIM. my GUY#ford pines#stanford pines#gravity falls#...he always appealed to me in that he's a weird nerd who struggles with self isolation and obsession and forming relationships#and he bases a lot of his self worth on how others perceive his intelligence and what he can produce to demonstrate it#he's just like me fr#or should i say... it's just like my life. in a way#anyway context my other favorite characters of all time are bruce wayne/batman and anakin skywalker/darth vader#doomed to fall in love with characters who catch WAY too much shit from their respective fandoms#my post#mine
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im actually pissing myself holy shit
i just finished my 8 page rhetorical analysis right? tell me why this shit is the same length as ONE FIC CHAPTER. HELLO????
#theres a little wiggle room if u want to be annoying#but both are roughly 2k words#one takes me two nights and some weed#one took me a week and about 5 revisions#this is so funny to me#maybe i should write shorter chapters LMFAO#i remember one of the hey cupid chapters was 4k LIKE BRO#HOW#off my rocker#i just checked the first wibn chapter is 1000 words longer#you cant make this shit up#too many words syndrome FR#someone in class today was saying they were struggling to hit the minimum length#a problem i will never face i fear
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I FINISHED MY PSYCH CLASS WITH A 100% ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ 100% ON THE FINAL AND 100% OVERALL ?????????? 4.0 AND EVERYTHING ????? WHAT THE FUCK ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
#HUH#WHAT#DUDE I DEADASS FORGOT WHAT A HIPPOCAMPUS WAS WDYM#OH MY GOD ??????#i was fr struggling in that class i was working my ass off#wdym 100% overall that's fucking crazy oh my god#anyway never doing that shit again. psychology field wants me so bad but i know my worth 💔💔
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Indians and their obsessions over 10x shade lighter foundation than their actual actual skin tone.
#why bro why#yk your skin looks greyish#desi aunties fr#desi aunty#desiblr#desi tag#desi academia#desitags#desi things#desi culture#desi stuff#desi tumblr#desi teen#desi memes#desiness#desi blog#desiblogger#desi shit posting#just desi things#desi thoughts#desi people#desi life#being desi#desi side of tumblr#desis#desi struggles#desi indian#desi
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Seeing fan discussions about Blue Eye Samurai and especially Mizu's identity is so annoying sometimes. So let me just talk about it real quick.
First off, I have to emphasise that different interpretations of the text are always important when discussing fiction. That's how the whole branch of literary studies came to be, and what literary criticism and analysis is all about: people would each have their own interpretation of what the text is saying, each person applying a different lens or theory through which to approach the text (ie. queer theory, feminist theory, reader response theory, postcolonial theory, etc) when analysing it. And while yes, you can just take everything the authors say as gospel, strictly doing so would leave little room for further analysis and subjective interpretation, and both of these are absolutely necessary when having any meaningful discussion about a piece of media.
With that being said, when discussing Blue Eye Samurai, and Mizu's character in particular, I always see people only ever interpret her through a queer lens. Because when discussing themes of identity, yes, a queer reading can definitely apply, and in Mizu's story, queer themes are definitely present. Mizu has to hide her body and do her best to pass in a cisheteronormative society; she presents as a man 99% of the time and is shown to be more comfortable in men's spaces (sword-fighting) than in female spaces (homemaking). Thus, there's nothing wrong with a queer reading at all. Hell, some queer theorists interpret Jo March from Little Women as transmasc and that's totally valid, because like all analyses, they are subjective and argumentative; you have the choice to agree with an interpretation or you can oppose it and form your own.
To that end, I know many are equally adamant that Mizu is strictly a woman, and that's also also a completely valid reading of the text, and aligns with the canon "Word of God", as the creators' intention was to make her a woman. And certainly, feminist themes in the show are undeniably present and greatly colour the narrative, and Episode 4 & 5 are the clearest demonstrations of this: Mizu's protectiveness of Madame Kaji and her girls, Mizu's trauma after killing Kinuyo, her line to Akemi about how little options women have in life, and the way her husband had scorned her for being more capable than him in battle.
I myself personally fall into the camp of Mizu leaning towards womanhood, so i tend to prefer to use she/her pronouns for her, though I don't think she's strictly a cis woman, so I do still interpret her under the non-binary umbrella. But that's besides my point.
My gripe here, and the thing that spurred me to write this post, is that rarely does this fandom even touch upon the more predominant themes of colonialism and postcolonial identities within the story. So it definitely irks me when people say that the show presenting Mizu being cishet is "boring." While it's completely fine to have your opinion and to want queer rep, a statement like that just feels dismissive of the rest of the representation that the show has to offer. And it's frustrating because I know why this is a prevalent sentiment; because fandom culture is usually very white, so of course a majority of the fandom places greater value on a queer narrative (that aligns only with Western ideas of queerness) over a postcolonial, non-Western narrative.
And that relates to how, I feel, people tend to forget, or perhaps just downplay, that the crux of Mizu's internal conflict and her struggle to survive is due to her being mixed-race.
Because while she can blend in rather seamlessly into male society by binding and dressing in men's clothing and lowering her voice and being the best goddamn swordsman there is, she cannot hide her blue eyes. Even with her glasses, you can still see the colour of her eyes from her side profile, and her glasses are constantly thrown off her face in battle. Her blue eyes are the central point to her marginalisation and Otherness within a hegemonic society. It's why everyone calls her ugly or a monster or a demon or deformed; just because she looks different. She is both white and Japanese but accepted in neither societies. Her deepest hatred of herself stems primarily from this hybridised and alienated identity. It's the whole reason why she's so intent on revenge and started learning the way of the sword in the first place; not to fit in better as a man, but to kill the white men who made her this way. These things are intrinsic to her character and to her arc.
Thus, to refuse to engage with these themes and dismiss the importance of how the representation of her racial Otherness speaks to themes of colonialism and racial oppression just feels tone-deaf to the show's message. Because even if Mizu is a cishet woman in canon, that doesn't make her story any less important, because while you as a white queer person living in the West may feel unrepresented, it is still giving a voice to the stories of people of colour, mixed-race folks, and the myriad of marginalised racial/ethnic/cultural groups in non-Western societies.
#blue eye samurai#mizu blue eye samurai#fandom critical#blue eye samurai meta#wank.mp3#shut up haydar#fandom.rtf#this is a bit of rant but the prevalent whiteness of fandom in general just gets on my nerves i'm sorry#giving me flashbacks to a:tla fandom fr cuz it's the same shit! people love to devalue the stories of non-white non-western identities#also to be clear i am a southeast asian living in southeast asia and similar to mizu i am often alienated for having mixed ethnic ancestry#and even for speaking english (bcs my granddad served the fuckin. british colonials. so my fam speaks mostly in english)#cuz where im from it's still extremely hegemonic racist patriarchal misogynistic homophobic like the setting in the show#so like even though the story is set in historical japan and may seem far-removed from the experiences of a US or european audience#those of us outside the west and in the global south still face a lot of the struggles that mizu goes through till this very day#so please dont just dismiss that. it feels incredibly tone-deaf#okay rant over
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We're having really bad weather where I'm at (like a tornado watch and shit) and I have severe storm anxiety so if any of you want to send in asks about my AU's to distract me from the fact that there's severe weather rn I would be eternally grateful.
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braving nature 15 😎
#arknights#bagel babble#honestly wisadel is not a great opener i stuck w reed as my first pick#but she does make things way easier in the later stages#lowkey the main struggle is the start if u get past the floor 3 boss ur kinda golden#unless u hit like. manmade carnival or cm musical disaster or whatever tf#run enders fr ☠️#oh and that one bosky passage condition where u have like 3 deployment slots but reduced redeploy time#that shit sucks ASS i didnt have texalter at that point yet i leaked so many enemies
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